I was always surrounded by stories about Jesus and the other Bible heroes. I was fearful and sometimes found it hard to face life, and when unpleasant stuff happened (as it sometimes does!) I found myself going into panic mode and hiding away. Generally, I found it difficult to cope with everyday life. I did find support in school friendships and in some older women who I turned to as mother figures, but inside I struggled with my identity and self-image. Who was I REALLY? Where did I belong? Why do I feel such an outsider; so lonely?

I found an answer when, as part of my father’s church at the age of 19, I went to a Christian conference called Spring Harvest. I felt as though God had touched me personally with His love and tenderness. I chose to follow Him. Since then I know He helps me to pray to Him when the going gets tough, rather than running away. I know that He helps me not to let those situations get me down; He takes me through them, one step at a time, and out the other side! I know who I am now; I am a child of God! I can do all things through Him; He strengthens me!

Sarah